Who I Have Become

Looking back on the person I used to be, wow I'm not proud! I have made countless mustakes, man I wish I had a redo button! But I'm glad I can say that I'm satisfied with the person I have become. Doesn't mean I don't have things to work on! I worry wayyy too much about dumb things. I like boys who I know I have absolutely no chance with, so I can dream about them constantly, and dont have to worry about getting hurt. Sometimes I judge. But I'm honest. I stand up for what I believe in. I don't care about what others think of me, only what I think of myself. I feel bad for others who don't know who they are yet, but I guess high school helps that process. I'm not defined by a boy, I never have been. I don't need guys constantly telling me how beautiful I am to be happy. I'm fine just the way I am. But if you have a cute guy in mind, send him my way! Haha! Im glad I get to spend these next few years dating and having fun flirting it up! Because seriously, thats what high school is all about! I have plently of years to be with my one true love :) yes I'm a cheesy person who believes in all that soppy, romantic, love story crap! I always have been :) Doesn't mean its going to be easy! Just means its going to be worth it! I'm happy with the person I am molding into, and I hope that someday a boy will fall for me for who I am. Not for my body or my image or just for the sake of falling in love. But for all the silly little dumb things about me! And there will deffintely not be texting in that relationship! Haha I'm very opionionated when it comes to that stuff! Well all I can do is hope for the future and become the best person possible so when I do find that guy I can be the best wifey ever! Someday.... :)