Dream A Dream Of You

People always say not to take any moment for granted. Live like there is no tomorrow. Don't wait for a second chance to come around. Don't settle for a life full of regrets. That isn't me. I depend on tomorrow to make me feel better. To give me hope. I just hope for another day so I can keeping going. So I can have a second chance. Have you ever met someone that completely changes your life? .I have. Too many times to count. All these boys that I have let my heart fall for in the past suddenly are nothing to me anymore. Because I found a great guy. A great guy that is my best friend. A guy that teases me constantly but I love every moment of it because I know he does it cause he cares. He makes me feel beautiful and treats me like I'm the only person in the world. Your probably wondering "what the heck? does she have a boyfriend?" not exactly. Im just falling for a boy that might or might not be falling for me too. Scary huh? I'm putting myself out there. And I have hope cause he is different. I'm not the relationship kind of person. I would rather have fun and go on tons of dates and just flirt it up, which I do still plan to do. Don't you worry! But I love the fact that I have met someone so special. He is my friend. The person that makes me feel better when I feel so awful. That is what I cherish the most. Is something going to happen? I have no idea! I thought something was going to happen with half the guys I have liked lately. And guess what? It never happened. I think every single teenage girl wants to be wanted so bad that we make up little things that don't actually happen, so that we can feel like we actually do have a chance. "He smiled at me... that must mean HE LIKES ME!" hahah that's how it goes usually. Trust me I do that exact thing. I guess you don't really know until you know. Until you take that chance and tell him how you feel. And that can even end up crashing and burning. Putting yourself out there is always scary. That will never change. But with the help of my beautiful best friends and my mom they keep pushing me! I need that. I'm grateful for that. Now I'm just wishing and hoping.. and dreaming that whatever happens I will be happy. Cause right now I am so happy! Happy knowing that if he does like me he likes me for me. Not for my body, or my status, or anything superficial like that. He likes me for me. Well lets hope so and lets hope for a first kiss soon. I have been waiting for that for soooo long! It better be special. And I think it will be. Well lets dream that will be. Thanks for reading! XOXOXOXOXO